So today my depression hit max when I broke out crying while talking to a Barista who knows a lot
about me. More than many many people do. I VERY Rarely , like I think this may have been my first
time, broke out crying in public place while talking to someone in public. The crazy thing was her
response was one I never had received before and was like different in a interesting sense .
Often when people have tried to calm me down, they have done so by talking to me.
This time was different. I don't know if it is the response of a woman or not,
but she just sat down by me and comforted me by sitting by my side and saying
nothing because there really was not much to say. It almost felt like she was
looking after me, which was a ok feeling. The thing that was different than
anything before was nobody had ever rubbed my back in a way that seemed
to be being used to make me feel better in a comforting sense. It was a experience
that was totally different in a good way than anything else. It really showed how
caring a gal can be. In the long run, I did recover. For y'all who follow me, what would you do if
you were in the same situation, except with someone else who cares about you? Thoughts?
I've never been the kind of person to break down in front of people, but I've been the comforter, so it's encouraging to know that just being there helps!
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