Tuesday, August 23, 2016

What does it mean to " Be a man"? ( Part One)

I love country music y'all as noted. There's a fairly new song from country-pop singer Kelsea Ballerini called Peter Pan. It's about a guy who's "never gonna grow up , never gonna be a man."
What does it mean to " be a man?"

Well, in the Bible  Paul says to us Christian guys and gals in 1st Corinthians 13:11 that " When i was a child, I talked like a child, Thought like a child, and reasoned like a child. When I was a man I put away childish things." Now I shall try to go into that now. Well, first of all I will start by saying that the ways us guys treat women can be childish and how with God's help change that. Admit it, most guys sometimes see a girl and have sexual thoughts. It's even harder in relationships. More often than not we end up " breaking up." with the girl. If you just act thoughtlessly with her and start sleeping with her, especally if it is a biblical relationship between 2 Christians, you make it unbiblical and you have defiled the gir'ls body and sinned against God. You could possibly make her pregnant and that could lead to her aborting the child which is murder. If you get into that state here are the 2 things you should do: Not dump her and the baby, but support her. However do not screw up with her again unless you get married to her and after that you can screw up with her and truly love her. Remember our bodies are God's temple. ( 1st Corinthians 6:19-20). overall this first part of this article is don't follow youthful passions over girls. ( 2nd Timothy 2:22 ) and don't date non Christian girls also.

To be continued....

Sunday, August 21, 2016

Don't hate me..

Don't hate me,

For what I am,

I never chose to be this way,

So stop the hate,

Don't give me pain.

Don't hurt me,

I know you don't want me,

You use me like a toy,

And seduce me like i'm a fool,

You yell at me so viciously,

And in my mind I scream " Somebody Help Me!"

Don't do this to me,

You don't know my suffering.

-,Evan White

Friday, August 12, 2016

The Slaying of Princess Pain

Thoughts run through my mind,

I feel like I can fly,

The same way pain does ,

When it runs through my veins,

I wake up from this happy dream,

Where I can actually be me,

To find nothing but princess pain,

Who slays boys with self hate,

Tells them they are to be shamed,

I must do what needs be,

Put on my armor and hold my sword,

Go to war with the danged whore who slays,

Princess pain.

Her army of emotions must be destroyed ,

The battle wages on and there she is,

In her blood stained dress,

The sociopathic bitch.

She says to me " give up you worthless dick!" ,

I say back " I'm sick of your bitching and rule in my lfie.",
She offers a knife saying " die.",

I feel her power but do not stir,

Having enough I thrust my sword into her lung.

The deed is done,

The war is won.

Priciness pain is replaced by her sister,

Princes Joy,

Who with God's blessing rules the land with hope,

And peace and love.

Thursday, August 11, 2016


Everything seemed so normal,

Like every other day,

He went to school and acted like he was ok,

What else  could he say?

So it all was hidden away,

Yet the crazy boy could not escape the pain.

Sticks and stones left cut arms,

And what they did left him enraged,

The wound that was in his heart worsened,

But  nobody knew,

As everything was bad it turned worse,

his best friend was found dead after a drunken wreck.

he stared at her body and felt her pain.

Still nobody knew.

It was too much, so he  looked at the schedule from trains.

11 P.m., he laid on the railroad ties and waited,

11:10 came and so did the train.

The Amtrack ran over him,

And his life was over,

He was happy with Jesus and his girl.






That accronyn sums up me. I'm heartbroken, feel unloved and rejected and i'm trash. Sorry for the short post. Will try to do better.