Tuesday, September 20, 2016

My lil princess

My lil princess does not know what she does to me,

Every time she gets on her tired feet and runs,

It just stuns me every time.

The strengh she has,

That motivation and willpower,

So innocent and sweet,

just draws me in,

like i'm in deep  water,

But everything is ok,

When I am holding her.

Saturday, September 17, 2016

stip the bleeding.

Lord help me stop the bleeding...

I can't stand myself anymore!

You understand but I don't,

Just help me not self destruct,

help me Jesus Help!

You know my pain....

And you saved me.

So help me stay afloat.

Please Jesus, help!


There is hope,

I look to heaven,

And it leaves me wanting,

Just wanting to go home,

He's saved me thrice,

So Jesus has me here for a reason,

I just don't know why,

I still just want to cry.

Lord, take me home.

Friday, September 16, 2016

touch my scars...

Will you dare touch my scars,

Kiss my hurting lips,

And love me as I bleed,

Hug me as I die,

And hold me as I fall apart,

So girl choose me,

And see the scene ,

of a dying boy that nobody sees,

The one that looks so joyful,

But is in reality coming undone....

When I think Of You.

When I think of you,

Every time I do,

I see your pretty smile,

And feel your tears you cry,

When I see you,

I see dreams come true,

As you walk up to me ,

Dressed with Cinderella's beauty,

When I feel you,

I feel the pain,

Knowing you must leave today.

Thursday, September 15, 2016

History's thoughts: The similarity between the Confederate Flag and the American Flag and both nations ( Before the Confederacy fell.)

Well, I've been thinking today how I have a Confederate Flag quilt on my bed and a American flag hanging on my wall right on top of my bed. It got me thinking: is there any similarities  between the Confederate Flag , The American Flag, and their history? Here's what I cme up with after much thinking. First of all, the Confederate flag and American Flag represent freedom. As crazy as it sounds, it is true. The South wanted freedom from the North because they thought the North was being unfair to the South, and the original colonies that made up the  original America also faught for indpenfance, but they were wanting Independence from British rule. Both nations gained their indpendence, the Confederacy and the United States of America. Yes, the Confederacy only lasted for a few years but it gained Independence even though not for long. We all know it fell after the Civil War. Both the American Flag and Confederate Flag the men that faught under each , they were all patriots. And to be honest, I think eventually  there will be a American Civil War II in the future. I don't konw if it will be in my life time or not. but there just might be one. This time however, it will NOT have slavery involved as a issue. If it happens, all races and minorities who are willing to fight to defend their freedom will be welcomed to join. Our government is becoming more and more corrupt and that corruptness is what might lead to a Civil War II. God bless America and may America not become so corrupt that it is dangerous everywhere.