Wednesday, December 30, 2020

Pushin through... ( poetry.)

Sometimes it takes time to push through,

It can indeed take loads of strength,

Especally when it is so dark always,

And it just seems things will never change,

Yet it is of much note,

That there will always forever be hope,

The goal is to find it and keep afloat and alive. 

- Evan W. 

Tuesday, October 20, 2020

He is With Us

Even when the world seems dark,

He is with us,

Even when evil breaks our hearts,

He is with us,

Even when all hope seems gone,

He is with us,

Even when nothing good comes,

He is with us,

Every time a child dies,

He is even then with us,

Every time we wonder if he hears our cries,

Even then he is with us,

So trust in Him,

Since from start to end, 

He will be with us. 

Tuesday, October 13, 2020

I'm back!

 Hi to anybody who still follows this blog still. I just wanted to announce the news ... after over 1 year and 

a lot of thought I decided ... I'M BACK!!! I don't know where this blog will go from here and I hope you 

guys who never unfollowed me will stay around, cause Timeislove is back in business! I hope to make 

better quality posts and posts each month. So stay tuned, if you are still here. I am indeed back in business. 

IF you could leave feedback on what you might want to see please let me know. - Evan W. 

Sunday, December 22, 2019

What i've learned these last few weeks ....

Hi readers! I've learned a lot this month i've as my dad says " got the plague "  for the first time in like 3 years and in essence, almost went insane. But during this time, which finally ended a few days ago, I guess God taught me some things

It turns out that it is a really good skill to have, and I don't know if you are like me, but it is really hard to have patience when things seem like they are taking forever. With God's help and a bit of encouragement, it is able to somehow be able to learn to be patient. Sitting on the bathroom floor sick and with a sick body for nearly 12 days can be learning the hard way. Whether it is waiting on dinner at a cafe, or for a church service to finally end, remember to not get too hasty or else it will just make you feel worse.   

It also ended up a little learning about gratitude and being grateful for what even when in misery,
have. Basic things like support and people caring about you, that things could be so much worse but they are not as horrible as they indeed could be. No matter the situation, there is always something to be grateful for, in every situation a person goes through. So, even when it's so difficult, it's best to try to use it.

Trust God always, even through the hard times. He is indeed there, even while you are hurting, He is there. Others can be busy, even if they care, leaving you alone on the coach coughing like crazy to the point your body is shaking, all the while nervous that you'll lose your job due to how many sick days that you had to call in, and if you will be able to make it to take that final exam. No matter how hard it can be, trusting God and that he will help you is critical, in any situation.

How about you guys, has there ever been a situation that has left you feeling horrible like nothing will ever get better, and all hope is gone? be free to discuss in the comment section below. I would like to hear y'all's thoughts.



Saturday, November 2, 2019

take this hurt away from me!

Take the hurt away from me,

The young man cried in hurt,

Strong, that was supposed to be him,

But inside he was feeling weak,

just sick of just not knowing how to cope,

With division ringing through the walls,

A home which was once ok, 

It had become a warzone,

depression is taking over but it has to be hidin,

Cause others must be first,

the reason he is even Alive,

It is only from strength given by the Lord,

but life was still rough every day,

All he wants is a escape, 

And right now all i'm feeling is 

" Lord, take all this pain away from me!"

Saturday, October 26, 2019

getting back up

Sometimes it's hard,

And it seems like you're going to fall,

To fall into the abyss,

And getting off the floor is the hardest part,

But even still it can be done,

Even if things seem hopeless,

There is always hope,

Sunday, September 8, 2019

suicide prevention week, a poem, and your life is worth living!

HI. To any readers worldwide, I am wanting to share with y'all it is suicide awareness week.

As a survivor of multiple suicide attempts, I understand things can get really rough and

even can be excessively rough. If you need help there is hope in Christ, who cares so much for

you. Be free to contact me if you want to hear more about that. Anyways, every 12 minutes in the

U.S.A. someone dies of a suicide attempt. I don't know who may be reading this, but please

If you are having thoughts of suicide, be free to call the following numbers:

1-800-273-8255. that is the national suicide prevention lifeline. You could also text 741-741. That is

the Crisis Text Line number.  Finally, if you want to reach out to me, contact me at  I'll leave with this poem:

Even when it gets rough,

And things seem too tough to bear,

There is still hope,

The darkness may always be there,

But it don't have to prevail.

Monday, July 29, 2019

can't do it alone

Sometimes, it seems like I've got it all,

But This can't be done myself,

He is with me throughout it all,

Many days I am depression-prone,

As if I'm all alone,

And that darkness reminds me,

He will never leave me alone,

Always here,

Lord thank you,

Cause I can't do it alone.

Tuesday, July 2, 2019


As she looked through her life,

For the very first time,

Amy started to feel joy inside,

The one who saved her was there all along,

Even when she was self-harming,

Torn with thoughts so painful it hurt,

He was actually still there with her,

As she slowly recovered Amy realized,

" I finally feel alive.",

Monday, June 24, 2019

Never too late

Even when you've lost yourself,

It is never too late,

Even when everything is not well,

It is never too late,

Even as the strength to fight starts to fail,

It is never too late,

So today if you are struggling

Make the choice to keep fighting,

Cause it is never too late 

Friday, May 24, 2019

Never gonna give up

Sometimes things seem so wrong,

But the Lord is always there even when it hurts,

Because of HIm I'm never gonna give up,

I could have been chained with burdens,

Burdens all my whole life,

But He saved me from them away on the Cross,

Yes, they still come and go,

But never will they drag down,

What He has given me inside,

So even when things get super rough,

I will not give up!

Saturday, April 27, 2019

hell breaking loose

Hell breaks loose,

As Amy stares at the noose,

Her younger sister died with,

watching the failing heart inside was just rough,

But seeing the illness take her away was almost too much,

Amy said " What did I not do?" ,

And " Was there anything I missed?",

The fight was rough being ill herself,

Yet seeing her sister dead left with Amy a wound,

That may never ever heal.

...................... Whatever is going on whoever may read this life is worth it please keep fighting. - the creator behind Amy