late night love song.

I got a feelin thats burniin my mind,

All that's going on is he is riding away,

why not toss up a lil something back in your life,

And not let you leave lonely tonight.

Come on after this football game,

Hop on my bike and lets ride away,

Got out together and get a lil insane.

Visit my place and have a party tonight,

Or just drive all night till the sunlight.

Don't sit in the past girl,

Jump inside this crazy train,

We can go ether way,

Till we kill our pain.

Stop at the train tracks and smile,

I know we are only friends but still,

This is my late night love song.

You are the reason

You are the reason
____________________

You are the reason I'm trying harder,

To be the man I need to be,

You are the reason ,

I'm trying to be more clean,

You are the reason,

I put my head up and keep on,

Even when the going gets hard,

I think of you.

You are the reason ,

I want to control myself.

I got a ways to go,

But with your help I know,

I must keep on going,

Thank you.

ruined souls....

the church bells ring on sunday morning,

everyone is happy so it seems,

The choir sings Holy Holy Holy,

And the minister speaks about how Jesus saves,

Come every other morning, his words will change.

Tuesday night  a woman came in to the church,

She was filled with hurt and pain,

With a desire to repent and become a Christian,

She walked to the pastors office and walked in.

" My name is Cathy, and I am filled with pain,

I have commited many sins,

My home I was raised in was broken,

After years of abuse ,

When I turned 18 I ran from it,

and became a alcoholic,

2 years later I got pregnant from a one night stand,

And killed my child via abortion.

Now all I need is help and a way out,

If God loves everyone,

Will you tell me how he can rescue?"

"You wretched drunken whore! ",

The minister said.

Upset and crying the woman left,

but on the way to her Ford ,

She saw the pastor's daughter in prayer.

" Jesus, forgive that poor woman, let her get to know you."

She heard the girl say.

And then the girl cried " Stop miss!'.

This 15 year old girl led the Woman to Christ,

Cause she could sort of understand what the woman had felt,

Even after her new life,

The woman felt the pain she had left,

And in a depressive state she said " Jesus forgive me!",

and shot a bullet in her head causing instant death.

Two days latter the minister was at his desk,

And had a heart attack that instantly left him dead.

As he looked at God he was scared,

for Jesus said " Depart i never knew you!",

The man thought he had light,

but he had death.

And in heaven the suicidal girl who had repented,

was happy forever.


(This poem is targeted for ridicule against false so called Christians who thought they were saved but never were,)

" Not everyone who saith to me Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; But he that doth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? And in thy name cast out devils? And in thy name done many wonderful works? And then I will profess unto them, I never knew you:  depart from me, ye that work iniquity. " - Mathew 7:21-23 KJV

crime with a babyish punishment

" Where are we going?" Asked Kellie. The Confederate girl then said: " We are going to a long abandoned fort that's takeover by our folk in 1861 started the civil war. It is there you have been assigned to train. Very few people remember it because the history of what was America his nearly been erased. We will be riding by horseback to South Carolina. " This is insane! Why not use a train or something faster? They will kill us before we reach our location!" Kellie responded. The boy sighed and said, " Maybe a train would be a faster way of doing things and less dangerous. If we hid in a box car we would not be noticed. Nobody would know we existed. It will be rough and bumpy but much more concealed and safer than riding. But before we get on, it's best we stop at the nearest store and get something to eat. On the way up I saw a  store that had a giant sign saying Food Lion on it. The store had been abandoned it seems but we might find some supplies. " Said the boy.  They all agreed on the idea on riding a train. " uh, how will we use the bathroom if we are in a boxcar for days on end? It will be rather hard because there is no toilet in a boxcar I am pretty sure." Asked Katie.  Nobody responded, cause that had not been thought of yet. With tired horses, they arrived at the store. The door was unlocked. " We will need just enough food to last us a few days. If we get food that will spoil it will be bad and we will have nothing to eat. We must find things that will not spoil. Like canned goods." The boy said. As they walked through the aisles Kellie noticed a igloo cooler and said. " This cooler will keep food  cold for a day or so. " and she grabbed the cooler and stocked it up with foods that would need a cooler while the Confederate twins got bulk goods. Just before they left to the check out counter, she ran to the aisle that had a sign on top saying " Baby Goods." She ran through that area, and grabbed 2 bags of large girls Goodnites and 2 bags of large girls UnderJams. they all met at the checkout area. When the girl noticed the diapers she asked " What are Those for??" Kellie then explained. " If we go on a boxcar with no bathrooms or a way to get out and use the bathroom, I thought we could use diapers when we have to go to the bathroom. I know it is gross but thee only other option is mess or wet our underwear which will cause a bad smell in we will be caught. With these we will not have to deal with that. If one of us has to use the bathroom, we can use a diaper and another one of us could if need be, change diapers. " The boy responded saying " You are right. By the way Kellie, we found a loaded Smith and Wesson .48 Special with a box of bullets for it . Considering you don't seem to know how to use our 1860s guns and swords, I thought you might like this as a sidearm and as your main weapon you can have this .22 rifle with ammunition we found. If we end up being caught by the so called police that work for gangs our guns will come in good use. " 2 hours latter, right before the train started it's midnight ride, they snuck into a boxcar with their stuff and hid behind some boxes in case someone went in to investagate. Luckily nobody did and as the train left Kellie clung to the boy in his confederate uniform. It was cold and even though the girl had found and baught a blanket to use for sleeping and 2 tiny pillows, it was almost impossible to sleep as the train went on. After they ate some sandwiches and shared a bottle of wine, the boy said " I will have the first shift for lookout. You girls try to go to bed." Then nervously he added in " Kellie, I really like your hair." Kellie was fast asleep though, and could not hear him. The train went into the night....

I wanna be that song by Brett Eldridge ( We all have that person..)

We all have that person we want to be that song for.... He/she can be your best friend, your fellow student, your girlfriend or boyfriend.... 

 

Dedicated to someone I really care about

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                          Answer to question 1. Romans 7;15. I can relate to what that verse so much because of the fact I also do not know why I do what I do

Question 2:The Guns Of The South

Question 3: I want to run better and faster this month

Question 4:I changed the layot of my blog a bit, delete some pages, and edited the about me section.

Question 5: the latest chapter i had posted .

Question 6: " We are here to help you." The girl said

Question 7:David. Because he suffered and had depression issues

Question 8: N/A

Question 9: I have learned certain was to attract more bloggers.

Question 10: Katie, from my own book. I don't know exactly what i'd do.

                                 
     
                                             

If I was dead...

The world would be happier,

If I was dead,

So why am I living instead,

Considering the world ,

Would be happier if i was dead,

Why do I not drive this knife through my chest?

Yet I survive and live on,

Though sometimes I wish I was gone.

why?

Why am I here,

Why am I alive,

Why does nobody hear my silent cries,

As I slowly die,

But nobody knows,

if they did, would they care?

Jesus loves me ,

This I know,

but where did everyone else go?

Crime With A Babyish Punishment

" So, you 2 have came to help me? Why? You have not ever seen me before, so how can I trust you? " Kellie asked the Confederate twins. " We did not come from nowhere. The leader of the good side, our leader, wanted us to be of your service. I know, me and my sister look like white trash,We are white trash. We are honored to protect you, tthe same way we tried to protect our conquered homeland in the 1860s. Me and my sister don't look like much  but will be of great service to you."

The boy said to Kellie. " Your weapons look the same as they probably did in the 1860s. Are you sure they will work? Kellie asked. " They are as old as us, which is over 1,100 years old. We never lost our youthful look for some reason and defied the concept of growing old. Our weapons have in a way done the same. Never lost a gunfight with this pistol, and in this day and age good weapons are hard to find. Our horses are outside, and we must leave now! We can talk later, the enemy is nearby and we must go." You will ride with my brother and he will give you his sidearm to protect yourself. " Said the girl, as her brother gave Kellie a Colt 1851 and led her to the girl's horse. " You and my sister will be riding together, ok? " The boy asked Kellie. " Ok, I will." she said. Off they went into the night. Back in Vegas, Jason and the rest were out to do their final duty in that filthy city. They had to assassinate Mary Annie's mother and kill the rest of the gang. " This is it! This is their location. I know this building by heart. I shall be the one to assassinate. You all follow me and kill all resistance you see, but I must deal with my mother alone. She rarely has guards in her room." Fifteen minutes later they were all in the building and had killed all resistance. Jason ordered they all stay in case trouble broke out. Back in her mother's room, Mary Annie was trying to reason with her mother. " Mom, why do you do what you do? Why are you fighting for the dark side? Are you blind? This will only lead to utter ruin. I love you mom, do you really want to live like this?' Annie, they killed your father, you do know that right? Her mom sobbed. " Mom.. they did not, the truth is.... I did. I sided against the dark side and killed him when he was in one of his violent rages." Said Mary Annie. And now since I could not reason with you, I must kill you also. Your army is all dead." With a sob, she pulled the trigger off her gun and shot her mother dead. Not able to bear the sight of her dead mother, she ran to the bedroom she grew up in, and cried in the pillow of her bed with purple covers. " I need to get up and going." She finally told herself. " But first I will get a few personal belongings before I leave." Mary Annie went  to her dresser and pulled out a old Browning Buck Mark, loaded it with proper ammo and grabbed a box of  bullets. Next she gently took a American Girl doll she had always loved off of a chair, the soft pillow she had been crying on,  Finally, Mary Annie took down a old photograph of her and her brother when they were kids and a diary. There were so many things she wanted to take but she could not take it all, so she joined the others and they drove away.

Wave On Wave - Pat Green

can't get over you!

Girl I can't get over you,

Your hair is still flying everywhere,

In my mind you are right her,

In my arms dancing,

on a old oak floor,

and running by me,

on a worn dirt track,

hold me one more time,

one more kiss,

oh! You aren't here,

It's just my head playing with me,

I just can't forget you.

Crime With A Babyish Punishment.

After they fled the battle site and left the bodies to rot, Tanya, Jason, Elisa, Lydia, Becca, and Mary Annie all went to the Golden Nugget Casino and booked rooms for the night. " Let's go down and do a bit of gambling while trying to meet people who could be of potential help. We might find some of us good folk here, as hard as it sounds. " Suggested Lydia. With that, they all went out of their rooms and made their way to different parts of the Casino. Lydia and Mary Annie both went together , each armed with a Ruger LC9 , ready for a fight, if one was to break out, they walked over to set of poker and roulette tables. With much thoughtlessness, Mary Annie tossed in a bet of $5,000 and chatted with the waiter , and the conversation quickly turned to the dark side and how Eddie, the waiter, hated it wand wanted out. He had no clue Mary Annie was a follower of the good side. " Why don't you join the good side?" Mary Annie asked. " I don't know where to join..." Eddie said. " I'm on the good side. Join us and we can defeat the enemy." replied Mary Annie. " I'm all in!" Eddie cried. Just then Mary Annie won $50,000 on the poker table then went to the slot machines. Tanya and Jason were sitting at the bar , while Elisa and Lydia were relaxing on a sofa. While sipping on her drink at the bar, Tanya overheard the bartender talking to a very rich looking man in a Italian suit . " So, has the slaughter  plan for those idiotic teens who are resisting our propaganda at Las Vegas High School? That army fighting for the so called good side and burning their textbooks and homework? The ones who have made Las Vegas High School a stronghold against us, led by teachers who also resisted our majesty's government? I heard they have taken out every teacher there who is loyal to us, and been training all the rebel students self defense and teaching them how to fight? How do we think we should go around fixing this " problem" cause this can not continue. Should we send a militia after them, or should we set off a bomb. " asked the fancy dressed man. Hearing all this, Jason's anger burned. From the sofa near the bar, Lydia sent a text to Mary Annie, saying " The School your brother goes to go that  that has become a stronghold to the light side, any clue if your brother goes there? If so he is probably if alive, now fighting for us. The School is to be attacked i don't know when but it will. " Minutes after she sent the message she got a response. that said " I know already he is no longer part of the dark side. Thanks for letting me know. " At this point Jason could not take the man in the Italian suit anymore. Without thinking of the consequences , he took the Colt 1911 from his holister and opened fire. " Screw You!" Jason yelled. One shot, 2 shots, and the man fell down dead. A outrage broke out over the noise and what came next was a bloody scene. From the back of the bar the bartender reached for a 12 guage shotgun , and returned fire. Marry Annie was a good shooter for her age, largely because she was raised in a gang, and as the bartender started spraying shotgun shells she fired and killed him, just as the guards and armed patrons started running at them. with They were close to a door and Elisa yelled " Let's get out of here! Forget our belongings for now at least. Mary Annie has 50k worth of money anyways. We must leave now! We are out maned and will be killed." with those words, they all ran, shooting this way and that on the way out at different people. "we took the wrong stairway and are stuck! " Cried Becca. " Then climb that fire escape ladder outside the window. its our only hope! " Yelled Tanya. One by one they hopped out of the window and climbed the rusty, old, fire escape ladder. As they got to the ground Mary Annie asked " Where is Becca?" as they drove off in a stolen Ford Mustang. Back in the building Becca was trapped and pinned down by 5 guards. " If I am going down, so will you! " She screamed and went for a lighter she had seen on the bar. She took the cigarette lighter. After 2 flicks, it lit up, and Becca said her final words which were " You Can Do Nothing Now!" She pushed the lighter against the walls, and the spark quickly started burning and the fire spreading. The whole building was on fire and there was much screaming and yelling for help. The building was a living hell for the very people who dedicated their lives to live for Satan. Nobody except a young woman named Kellie made it out alive. She was a woman who had gone there to warn of the wickedness and share the message of Jesus Christ, which was the message that the Christians who made up much of the Rebelion believed. She barely made it out alive and when she got out, suffered from minor burns. She strongly supported the Rebellion and was a rebel. with nothing  much else, she found her beat up 1985 Honda Civic and went to her home..... but when Kellie was getting close to her neighborhhod, the smoke from the whole area showed that she had no home to go to. With nowhere else to go, Kellie drove her car out of town. Further, and further she went, till  she finally reached her destination; a small truck stop owned by a man named Josiah , a fellow rebel and friend who she thought was trustworthy. Using her last bit of money, she sat down on a diner stool at the Waffle House connecting to the hotel and ordered 2 waffles, a coffee, and a slice of bacon. The food smelled so good to her as the woman behind the counter said: " I hope you have a good dinner. Business has been tough. " Just then 2 figures walked into the Waffle House. One was a girl who seemed to have came straght out of  the reconstruction era in the formar United States. Her dress was torn and had a pale blue color, and she bore a Remington 1858, which was commonly used in the American First Civil War. The other was a boy, about 17, dressed in the Grey Confederate Soilder's uniform, armed with a Springfield. The girl and boy were siblings and lived throught he civil war. " We are here to help you." The girl said.....