Saturday, December 20, 2014

xmas break... What i intend to do.

well, its offically xmas break and I have nothing to do... What are y'all doing on xmas break??

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Top 5 rock songs to start your week.

                                                  5. Three days Grace-Just Like You

                                                             4. Shinedown-45

                                                          3. Nickelback-someday

                                                          2.Green Day- Boulevard Of Broken dreams

                                                    1. Theory of a Deadman-Bad girlfriend

                                             be free to comment on your favorites.

sunday morning thoughts #2

ok. I haven't done one of these since october, but here it goes.

I'm not saint and since it is good to have good advice and I sure do need that, I've been reading Proverbs. Anyways, proverbs is about wisdom and being wise and not being a fool. Proverbs 2:11 " desccretion shall preserve the, understanding shall keep thee."

I guess I should try to have understanding then. : )

Happy Sunday. Inspired to do this post by Sofia Marie at

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

new accounts, and a personal school site.

my school has upgraded systems. All students have a offical school monitored Google account.We no longer have to use Gaggle, which has been used by the school for years, for we can use Google instead. Instead of the Z drive we used to store files on ( I have at least 100 files on my student computer account Z drive!) we now will be using Google drive. Big advancement. I created a website that is monitored by the school because it is on a school account. here's the link: Have a good nite.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Evanescence- Bring Me To Life.

Fighting the Fight.......

    School is getting better it is true. But in a way I feel more lonely than ever. Sometimes I feel like other students are using me and I still believe somebody's after me,
I am starting to make allies however 

                                                       school is like the Cold War. 
                                                        The Picture above is one showing a battle at WWII.

This cold war I live in continues. Some have allies to fight with, while others are forced to survive on their own. The war ends for a girl or boy stuck in it when they graduate from high school and move on to go to college or just  go out to find a job. My war time in this place will end in 2018. Till then, it is survival of the fittist, one man agianst another,, boy agianst girl, girl agianst boy. They will have wins and loses, but overall, they will eventually have their war time ended. I have few friends. Some of them know a lot about me and if the enemy convinces them to go agianst me I am overall in great peril. Each army can send spies against each other.  you have to be strong at heart to get out alive. the greatest weapon they can use agianst you is getting your very depressed after criticizing your weaknesses. So to all of these students out there fighting vallantly agianst the enemy, I am proud at. you. God bless the USA. 

Monday, December 1, 2014

Hell ya!!! Hope you had a good thanksgiving.

Hope everybody had a happy thanksgiving . I had a boring one. I went to my cousin's house in rural Alabama. I thought country ppeople were supposed to own guns, go fishing, and have horses. Thats what the country folks at my school have/do. Not my cousins. i was really hoping for some horseback riding. ( Sigh ). So we slept in rooms that were like prison cells. Thanksgiving dinner was good except for the fact nobody thought about putting the bird in the oven overnight and we had to wait hours on end for the turkey to be done. My aunt's scones were nasty. Her lasagna was too rich. On thanksgiving day I took my pills and then everything got dizzy and I felt like I was gonna puke so I ran to the bathroom. 30 minutes latter I wake up and find out the drugs hand hit me harder than usual and I had passed out in the bathroom by the toilet. As I woke up I texted my friend at home about what had happened. Thanksgiving lunch was at 3:30 P.M. and there was Corn Pudding, Turkey that was more like BBQ, Glazed Ham, Rolls with butter, Green Bean Casserole, Fruit Salad, and Mashed Potatoes. I ate way too much. After that me and my cousins watched The Hunger Games: MockingJay at the theatre and saw a car that had blown up in flames at the Walmart across the street. For dessert we had Pecan Pie and trismu. Back at the house, everyone was in the living room. My other cousin who came up from Florida, she was trying to fall asleep over everone elses noise. I couldn't help but think how she had been staying at a hotel with her family and how I wanted to be with her. I was glad I got home on friday. All thanksgiving I was thinking about a girl from school I missed like crazy . I am glad to be home.

Sunday, November 30, 2014


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Wednesday, November 19, 2014


my life is a mess. I am falling apart. Overdosing and overeatting are physically destroying me.

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

School grades, softball, and peers.

School grades are slowly rising. This is good. I need better grades. I am meeting new chicks and I sit by the best chick in 4th period. I mean, she's so hot. Shes Awesome. She has tallent. Shes Smart. I hand her notes @ lunchtime. speaking of her, I know I've posted this song before, but it  just is so awesome! So far I have met a fellow wild girl. She has a boyfriend, but thats ok. I not gonna intrude her relationship. I wish someone would love me ....  Well I guess i'm crazy. Frankie Ballard says it right when he sings " it's a hellofa life". I'm holding on. My life is crazy, or is it me?? I don't know. The good news is I am writing a book. It's called Helen's War. I hope all my readers and subscribers have a good nite. Oh almost forgot. My peers are awesome. I am meeting the Softball Girls and they are awesome. Ok, not ALL my peers are awesome. Some of them have to be Satan's children! Now I offically say goodnight. : )


Emotion is suck a powerful thing, It sweeps through a boy like me. It touches me, makes my mind go whacko. My body aches At it touches my cheeks,
 my heart is in flames,
but I can't escape,
this beautiful emotion,
shes brought on me.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014


Why doesn't someone believe in me?? I guess my parents do but sometimes they even doubt my success. WHY WON'T ANYONE BELIEVE IN ME?????

Thursday, November 6, 2014

How it feels to miss someone. Part One

When your tears cover your face,

And her memory haunts you,

This is how it feels to miss someone,

It feels like only a day ago,

We were out by the river,

white water rafting,

the water soaking you and me,

as we swam down Mill Creek,

how you on those stormy nights,

left your home and ran to me,

said you were scared,

now you aren't here.

You were and allways will be my girl,

even though you are not in this world anymore,

your snow white figure, is still with me,

the way you went away, 

you must of had so much pain,

and self hate,

to just end it all,

and fly away,

from that home so small,

they did not want you at all,

you were scared and never told it all,

they overlooked you,

and you couldn't take it anymore,

so I stare here at this angel of stone,

crying yet I know,

you are finally at home. 


Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Dreams, Schemes, and Loneliness.

High school is getting better. I've met some girls, ad sit be awesome people in class. Finally met a girl who likes books and is not a sports fan. Freshmen are so loud!!!! They always seem to make a buncha noise. I still am always alone at lunch, but hey! What does that matter? We had a extended weekend because Monday was a teacher workday. I am glad to be back at school. My birthday is in less than a week. I plan on inviting a certain someone after a high school football game to come over about 11:30 to the max of 4:00 A.M. to come over and dance the night away. If she comes she can leave whenever she wants. Well, hope y'all  have a good day. High school is a hell-of-a-life.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

I'm scared I'm gonna die.

I have had this fear since day one at school someone was gonna attack/kill me . I still think i'm gonna be killed. I'm getting a gun the day I am oldenough. I wanna gun now. I don't wanna harm anyone but if someone tries to attack me at home I don't wanna die young.

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Sunday songs #1

Hi y'all! i'm doing a new series of blog posts called Sunday Songs. Each day I will post/upload a " Christian' song or music video onto my blog. Enjoy.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

How my weak has gone

It has gone horrid! False accusations have ssent me to the office on Friday. However, my grades are awesome! ( yay!) My sister has been a violent little brat for most of the day and that is NOT good! We ate Chinese food and it has made me feel sick : ( bye for now

Sunday, October 12, 2014

sunday thoughts

I could not sleep last nite.
i should have gone to bed but I had beet doin my thing past midnight.
i couldn't get this brown haired girl out of my mind.
As the music played and the hours passed I started to have lost my right mind.
I started thinking and acting without judggement. Said things to a chick from my school via texts that I would have never said if I was in a non twisted state of mind. past those texts I can't remember what I did. overall I got retarded.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

awesome blog!

how my life has been/ classroom.

it's interesting. I have very few friends but i'm still happy I have some friends. I'm getting use to the rejection I get from our church. For the science fair i'm working on my experiment on hydroelectricity. It's gonna be awesome. Third Period is still like a jungle. Theres a latino girl in that class who might like me. I wrote this poem as a ode to my classes at Eastern:

                                                   The Classroom.

This place called a classroom, 

Is where I am,

Listening to this thinggy called a teacher,

Who keeps on preaching ,

The word's the rocks cry out,

In the table across from me there is a 

latino princess who is out of her mind,

wanting to be at the wild side,

look across the room and you will see,

a football obsessed evil goblin, 

who is pissed of at everybody,

we've got black bodied monsters, 

always after everybody,

and blonde haired enchantresses, 

enchanting timelords like me.

So  here I am, on this mission of mine,

to seek out wisdom from learning all the while, 

the final destany at the end, is a light out these classrooms, as I head to collage.

Brad Paisley - Perefect storm ( First audio music video i've done)

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Trace Adkins-Every Light In The House Is On

Love this song. Was singing it to one of the girls at school and overall in my case I leave the lights on in case she feels depressed and wants someone to talk to late night.

Girls ( a poem)

Them Girls ,

They make me smile,

Them girls,

They make me high,

Them girls,

They will love you till you're green,

Them girls, are so warm and soft,

They love to steal my heart,

And tear it all apart,

Them girls.

Thursday, September 25, 2014

poetry writen for writing club

Sometimes it seems,

It is just but a dream,

When I was accepted,

And my heart was with me,

It seems like yesterday,

When I was true and happy,

And I bathed in the water of purity,

When my heart was still in me,

I walk through this valley,

Alone with only me,

So I  focus on the future,

And get ready each night,

For a trip to the place,

Where I will find life,

And where my heart is in me,

So tonight I walk,

This road of broken dreams,

Hoping it will get me to,

The heart in me.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014


    So far school has gone good. I have had troubles though. 4th period's teacher is awesome! I like 4th period best because that class is World History and I like History. The first teacher I have teachers a class on how to use Microsoft Word and Powerpoint. I HATE WORD!!!!! The class sand the software. Word is hard to understand and is a trainwreck. Don't tell the person who teaches Word, but she has the face of a skunk.
    I met this cute girl but she hates me. So i'm still looking for a girl but hopefully I will find one, cause hate being single. I have noticed that most of  the Freshmen are very crazy , the Sophomores are crazy but not as crazy as the Freshmen, and the Juniors and Seniors are the least crazy. It tends to be us boys who are the craziest. I am part of the school writing club, and asked if I could be the tech guy who mangages contacts does the blog etc. Well, it's about time to go cause the computer is dying. Bye Y'all

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Gang leader boys and their captured girlfriend.

      Ok. So I made the mistake of talking to a girl who had a relationship it turned out with a gang leader of 15 thugs.That was bad news for me!! He and his bullies tried to beat me up and I barely escaped alive! Lesson learned: don't mess with gang leaders' girls.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

My Life is changing so fast: UPDATE

Ok y'all. The school is counting Biology and everything but p. Science as credits after all ( yay!). I will be taking World History, Math class ( perhaps), computer class, and Help class for disabled class.

Hope y'al have a good schoo, year. And thanks to Julie N ashie for her encouragment

Sunday, August 17, 2014

My life is changing so fast.

It is. I will be leaving everything i've ever really loved. I will be going to a differant church probably a megachurch. I don't like megachurches. I will be moving back to the city and perhaps the very neighborhood I was born it. I don't want to move. I don't want to live in a cookie cutter home. I will be going to public school for the first time since I was young. I don't wanna move back to the crime filled city. I just wanna stay here. I hate it all. I just wish I was at collage. When I lived in durham I HATED it. I hated life in Durham and do not want to go back to that city of the damned! All these changes at once are too much. I don't want to leave. Everything is happening so fast it's as if if was all a dream. Have a good night.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014


I want love. I feel hated. I feel like a pain in the ass and i want a girl's love. Is that too much to ask for?


Ok y'all. It seems like none can accept me for who i am. I feel unloved. I'm dying. I just want someone. Wnyone. Who will stand me. I am horrid. My existance is bullshit. I just want to be accepted. Is that even possible? I don't live up to anyones expectations. I am not good enough. I cause all sorts of problems, why should i live another day. Everyone hates me. None understand me. No one knows the horseshit i am going through. I just want to die.

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Courtney's bad hair makeover

                 Courtney was so happy! Today was the day she would finally be able to get a hair makeover at Ellie's Spa and Hair Salon! After a breakfast of Sister Shubert's Cinnamon  Rolls and Minute Maid Orange Juice, she jumped in her hot pink Astian Martin and at full speed headed to the Salon.
                Fifteen minutes latter, Courtney found herself in a giant waiting room filled with girls like her, so, in her boredom she read the latest edition of Star Magazine and put a dollar in the soda machine. Courtney was halfway through a article about Ellen Degeneres filing for a divorce when the hairdresser called her name.  As she got into the barber's seat, a smile came through her face. " how would you like your hair, miss? " said the hairdresser. " I would like my hair long and curly" Was Courtney's response." Can do! " said the hairdresser.
                An hour latter, after going through multiple hair styles, the hairdresser, in agitation, decided to give Courtney a '60s beehive hairdoo. So after a lot of pains, the hairdresser had finished and Courtney left the salon and got home. At home when she looked in the mirror Courtney saw what the hairdresser had done , and the whole block could hear her wailing Noooooo!!!!

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Best Concert Ever!

                       As stormy as it was, and the fact the whole town had lost power when a tree that got struck by lightning and fell, breaking the powerlines leaving many stranded without power, and the truth both of our families were staying in Durham while the power came back on, and that we had spend $40 for a 2 queen bed unit at the Days Inn  so I did not have to stand my aunt's annoying dogs and she did not have to stand her dad breaking the rules and smoking in  a no smoking room at the America's Best Value Inn, all this did not bother us at all that night, the night when it was going to happen. A week earlier I had won front seat tickets from b93.9 WKSL to see Brantley Gilbert, Tim McGraw, Luke Bryan, Chris Rice, Carrie Underwood, Rascal Flatts, Miranda Lambert, Maggie Rose, Jana Kramer, Danelle Bradburry, and more at a 4 hour long country music concert. Winning Tickets from WKSL was almost unreal so I was shocked when I heard that I was caller #9 that I nearly went insane! When I recovered from my shock, I had the nerve to text my girlfriend and tell her the news. Now two weeks latter, both of us left the Days Inn for the night and headed to the PNC Arena.
                        Since we had left an hour early, there was plenty of time for dinner, so we decided to stop for dinner at some place called Bar And Grill. The joint itself looked like it used to be a Wendy's and as we walked through those doors our impression did not change much, for the interior looked confirmed the idea of the place once being a Wendy's. The place had Wendy's sign wallpaper, and the tables and booths and chairs looked like ones you would find in a Wendy's. On one wall booths had been removed and in their place a bar had been added . The bartender was asleep. There was ONE person in the kitchen doing all the work, and our food took forever to be ready. When the food finally came to us, both of us ate like ravenous wolves, paid the waitress, and were out. Minutes latter we were at the Arena just in time. We got to our seats and the concert began. Along with free first row free tickets, we got free food , exclusive  enterance to the after party, and meet and greet, and while she was getting herself 6 chili cheese coneys I had chance to take use of those meet and greets and tried to convince Brantley Gilbert to play her the song I wrote. A few minutes latter I was helping her eat all those coneys and getting drink refills. By the time I got back from drink refill run #4 the first preformance had already happened. 7 artists latter, Chase Rice picked up his guitar and the whole place could be heard singing Ready Set Let's Roll Ready Set Let's Ride Put Your Pretty Fine Ass On The Steps Shimmie Up Inside. As the preformance finaly winded down, I was suprised when Rice said " This Following song was handed to me by a boy who wants to keep his identity hidden today wheen I was doing meet and greets." As the song played, she gave me a smile and whispered " Don't you love this song? It must have been written by a very tallented boy." I agreed and she then said with a smile filled with passion " you wrote that song, did you not? " Yes" was my answer. At that point she kissed me and the show went on well. The show finaly ended at 11:30 p.m  and we headed to the after party. The after party was a blast! All of the sudden while talking about the storm and where to stay, Faith Hill and Tim McGraw overheard us and said they were amazed by the song I wrote and that they were also amazed on how well of a singer she had been, for my girlfriend had found herself getting onto the stage and singing for everyone at the after party. They were so amazed at the both of us, they paid full expensies for us to stay at the Governor's Suite at the Hilton North Raleigh. Overall, We had one hell of a night!

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Crime With A Babyish Punishment

                  Last time we left our heroes, Sgt. Jessica, Gen. Tanya, and Lilly used a secret tunnel that goes under the gates of Wet Island and ends in the basement of a manor where 75 kids were to be saved. All 75 kids were rescued, but the 75th kid was the Woman of Baby Manor's kid and was guarded with violent watch guards. This kid was able to be rescued, but at the price of Lilly dying due to multiple wounds from the guard's attacks. Pay Attention because this chapter is going to have a lot going on!
                  When The Woman of Baby Manor found out what happened she was enraged! The first thing she did was talk to Gen. Badbreast on what to do. Here's who The Woman Of baby Manor's conversation with Gen. Badbreast. Woman: Emergency Emergency !! ( runs into Badbreast's giant palace) Badbreast: what is going on? Woman: We have been attacked by the rebels! Badbreast: What do you mean????!!!!
How could the town be attacked? The walls are fully guarded and not destroyed. Woman: somehow they have undermined the walls and have a tunnel built for attacks. Badbreast: WHAT????!!!!
                 Just then the bells rang and Wet Island had been attacked. Elisa was bringing in a army of 700,000 strong  into the city. Minutes before the war started Super Girl had a flamable potion thrown into the fireplace in Baby Manor making the whole place and all the people dweling there burnt to death. Sooon after the destruction of Baby Manor Super Girl texted her brother, Capt'n Freedom, the ruler of Seagull Island, known for it's famous Fighter Fishermen to send as many boats of fighter fishermen as possible to help fight aginst the black shore witches. 15 minutes later Capt'n Freedom responded to Super Girl and sent 250 boats of fighter fisherman armed with killer harpoons, birds trained to drop explosive oysters on certan buildings in wet island,  cannons that gave out destructive and fiery  puffer fish  and pistols that shot killer sea pearls that killed a black witch instantly after hit.
                  General Badbreast was almost sure she would win for good but as the battle continued, she was not so sure. The battle raged, cannons boomed, and dead soilders were everywhere. Fast forward two days latter, and all of the important buildings were seized, including the courthouse, the embassy building, the jail where Badnbreast and the other witches had the rebelious children that Sgt. Jessica and Tanya broke into, saved the imprisioned rebels, and brunt the rest to the ground. Whole neighborhoods could be seen being devoured by toxic potions that destroyed the wooden houses' foundations and killed the enemies inside, and the buildings on the boardwalk were ether hit by a expolisve oyster that made homes and buildings blow up with a Kaboom! and fiery puffer fish that turned buildings and all inside into giant fireballs burning all night long like a toxic tiki torch! The walls had long since been destroyed, with the archergirls' fire arrows and the expolsives from Super Girl's Air Force and the sudden appearance of her 2nd cousin, the legendary Captain America. Most everything was destroyed, but the main target, Badbreast's palace was still safe and until the mayor's manor was destroyed the war would not end. The 100,000   Badbreast had her remaining 100,000 men guard her mansion. Once agian fast forward to 1 mounth latter, and nothing is left of wet island except the Mayor's Manor which is still to be destroyed. All this time Super Girl's tunnel diggin team had been building a tunnel and most of the troops had retreated, but not defeated. Badbreast thought otherwise and in thoughts of victory she held a giant party the night before she was gonna attempt a assault on the rebel base, and the next day was rather drunk. That very day she sent the troops to destroy the rebel base, Super Girl's diggin crew finaly finished the tunnel  and a unexpected  attack occured. Super Girl's base was well armed and the entrance was hard, so while most of the 90,000 of badbreast's 100,000 remaining troops perished, the 10,000 remaining easily found the tunnel that had many a hidden trap in it and was almost impossible to get through without many being swallowed up by pits of snakes or trapdoor dumpsters and worse. Badbreast was desperate so she sent her army through this newfound tunnel to the rebel mansion. Had she any clue of what was in the tunnel, it was questionable she would have done such a thing. Filled with boredom, and knowing this would be the final battle, Gen. Badbreast led her troops out of her palace and into the tunnel.
                   After many screams and  dissapearinces, General Badbreast led her remaining troops who did not fall in the traps into the mansion, thinking to suprise Super Girl, Tanya, Elisa, and their forces. Imagine their faces when they saw who was waiting for them at the end of the tunnel? Badbreast and her troops met 100  on watch soilders who quickly alerted everyone in the castle about the intruders, and before you could say snickerdoodle the whole rebel palace was all up and ready. Badbreast easily plowed through the 100 soilders on guard and made it up the elevator that went to the main hall. In the main hall The Black Witch Army had no trouble getting rid of the guards, but the dorms fillied with freshman recruits? Not so much. The 9,000 remaining enemy had spilit up into 3 groups. The head of the freshman dorms was none other than the now Col. Jessica, who had no other wish than to kill her old employer. Super Girl knew Jessica's wrath agianst badbreast was dangerous so she had Jessica potioned so she could if need be, have the strengh to kill Badbreast. Well anyway, Jessica had just been preparing the new recruits for battle, and as the 3,000 soilders of the black shore witches attempted to barge the door open. With seconds to spare, these new recruits that amounted to 1,500 dug under their bunks to grab whatever weapon they had with them at the time. Under Jessica's command, these young fighters, in nothing but their Pj's , for it was early morning, got to their feet and met the attack bravely. 15 minutes latter, the dorms were covered with blood, and even though all the 1,000 black soilders that did not die made a headrun, they did not leave without many a dead girl ( the dorms attacked were for girls age 4 - 18 ) . As she looked around at the sickning sight, Col. Jessica, for the first time in her life, cried , as she stood there caring for a 4 1/2 year old girl who had been hit in the forehead by the enemy. As she stood there, she remembered a potion to help the wounded in the dorm's first aid kit. After applying the drug to the girl's forehead, the girl started to revivie and was soon in perfect condition of health. Since they were weaker by now, and since boys fight better than girls, along with the fully better girls who Jessica gave the medicine who were able to fight, the attack on the freshman boys' dorms failed, and all 1,000 black soilders were dead. So, the  freshmen rebels left their blood filled dorms and went to go help the dorms filled with more experinced warriors, which another 3,000 black soilders had been assigned to kill and destroy. The total amount of undead freshmen was 2,500. As they went up the elevator to the upper dorms, they could not help but stare at the bloodstained carpets. Finaly they reached the fancy dorms, where Gen. Tanya was leading the girls dorm and Captain America was leading the boys one. The freshmen, boys and girls, were led to fight first for the older girls and then for the older boys. Naturaly, the black soilders in the upper dorms were better fighters than the newer recruits. As the battle raged, both sides were fighting like crazy, and they both fought well. Finally, after what felt like hours, the last Black soldier fell in the girls dorms, and Jessica and Tanya lead their armies ( Jessica was in charge of the freshaman boys and girls because the leader of the freshman boys was dead) to the boys dorm, which was barely holding out. The boys in the boys dorm were the best of the fighters except for the patrons. Patron wise, the patron over all the boys was Elisa and the Girls' patron was Super Girl. The patrons had nearby bedrooms where they slept and stayed. Badbreast had herself and her 3,000  located right on the 27th floor, and were going to open fire from above when they saw both Elisa and Super Girl. Well anyway, with the all of the girls and the freshman boys fighting together in the older boys dorm, the enemy stationed there had no chance. The dorms finaly done with, they all transported into the secret room on floor 26 where they met Elisa and Super Girl. Elisa was the one who spoke, and heres what their convo sounded like. Elisa: children of the royal house of Gargdon , Today we are fighting for the death of your longtime adverser are we not? Everyone: YES!!!! Elisa: We are gonna go out there and finish our enemy, is this understood? you have already killed 6,000 today alone can you overdo Badbreast's most dangerous men and Badbreast herself?
Everyone: YES!!!!!!!!! Elisa: Drink this potion and then go fight. Everyone: YES!!! Tanya: aren't you gonna fight ? Elisa: we will be there in a bit. Elisa: Jessica, stay here with us for a bit, destiny has chosen you to defeat Badbreast, and you need to be  prepared for her tricks. Jessica: OK. So as Elisa the rest went to fight, Super Girl armed Jessica with powers inhuman and armor used by only the most valient of the Gargdon heroes. All the while upstairs, the rebels, with Elisa as leader, were crushing the Black army, while the Black army was crushing them.  45 minutes later only 20 of Badbreast's soldiers were not dead while there were 75 not dead rebel soilders not counting Elisa and Tanya. Fast forward 15 more minutes and only badbreast was alive, but since she was superhuman, only the soilder chosen by destiny could kill her. Badbreast laughed a satanic laugh, as if she knew the out come would be. Send Up my daughter Jessica shreaked Badbreast. And Then the battle of emotions began. The only way to kill Badbreast was to hold her emotions, was what super girl said. So the battle began and heres how it went. Badbreast: So, Jessica why did you betray me? Jessica: You killed my sister!!! Badbreast: Perhaps I Did? What would it matter to you, little traitor? Jessica: Why did you kill her? Badbreast: she became a traitor like you. Jessica: I'm Gonna Kill You! Badbreast: I Suggest you not. This is your final test your character test. If you can hold back your anger for at least 25 minutes I will die, if you do not and try to kill me, you will become like me. Jessica: So you are trying to say if i hold back my anger for at least 25 minutes you will die?  Badbreast: Yes, and all the while I will torture you. This is what Super Girl has been trying to train you for, lets see if you can show if you have succeeded or failed. If you fail your mission, you and all your friends' cause will fail. Badbreast was almost sure that Jessica would fail and become just like her, but as much as she tried, 20 minutes latter, Jessica was still going strong. To Badbreast, these last five minutes were crucial, for they would decide her fate, so she decided physical torture should also be applied. 25 minutes finaly went by and what happened was shocking!!! Like a score of devils appeared singing Highway To Hell, while chaining Badbreast to fiery chains and horns formed on Miss Badbreast's head and her face turned red, and she was then thrown onto this giant fiery train's brimstone car. She could vaguely see the engineer but from his looks the engineer looked a lot like Satan. All this while , Jessica watched on and was so glad she did not kill her evil mom. All the while, another evil, even more powerful, had been breeding. Over all this fighting, there was one thing that very few people knew about. A youthful, bright eyed, blonde haired, fairy named Katie could be used for good or bad. She took no sides and had no accomplices. Nobody knew her origin. Even she did not recall where she came from. She had been residing in a Victorian style home in Wet Island but had flown away to LA once the island fell. Katie had never had family, and it had a bad effect on her. She looked almost exactly like a natural girl, except she had wings and could fly. She never had any super powers at all, she was excessively powerful. How? She had on friend in Wet Island,  a brown haired boy named Jacob. Jacob (or Jake, as Katie liked to call him.) was raised in Ancient Greece, in the city state of Sparta. Somehow he had gotten sent into the future and landed on Wet Island. With no way to return, he stayed there and found  Katie. At the time they were both ten years old. Fast forward six years to the current time. Jacob had taught Katie the warfare of the Spartans Katie had mastered it all and could fight with any type of weapon in hand. From crossbow to the creation of nuclear missiles, she knew it all. This alone was a complete hazard to everyone. in these six years, Katie and Jacob had fallen in love with each other, and daily plotted on how to take over the world. Katie's motive? Considering she was the only one left in existence, Katie was tired of how everyone , even little children, thought that fairies were only in fairy tales and it was stupid to believe in them. She wanted  to show the world that they were wrong and that ONE fairy still existed, and she was not peaceful. Jacob's motive was to bring glory to the Spartans. One fateful day, Jacob told Katie to shove it and leave. He threatened to kill her with his Spartan blade. In fear, Katie flew away and hid. Well, being Jacob's accomplice was her original plan, but when he dumped her after he found a homeless Spartan girl, she had nowhere to go. So She  flew away for the first time in six years. She also had another weapon going for her that was more natural. She was extremely pretty and could easily seduce boys and men alike, to do her bidding.  She for the most part only used this power on 10-19 year old boys who were unwanted. So once she left Wet Island, she met a 17 year old boy who was completely poor and for the most part had no family around mot of the time. After 6 months of being in America, she had joined the local Pine Grove High School ,a high school that was known for most of the students being white trash and how the school campus had been ran to the ground. She managed to add her name onto the enrollment list while nobody was looking. All this time she had taken residence at the Travel Motel, where she paid $15 per night. Her little hotel room she lived in was very small, but had the necessities of home. In the far corner of the room, there was a small bathroom with no tub. the other corner had a kitchenette with a stove, mini fridge, sink, microwave, and coffee maker. All from the 1980s. All the kitchen appliances were GE. In the middle of the room, was a queen sized bed. On the wall in front of the bed was a old dresser with a 1984 Zenith color TV. and finally, by the door, there was a tiny office desk. For $53 on Craigslist, Katie bought a 1997 iMac desktop computer. she set the computer up on the hotel desk. She was not into social media, so he never had any accounts on any social media site except her blog, where she posted her plans. Her blog was restricted to anyone who was not invited to join. 2 people had permission to join. only one of them was from this world. Back in wet island, Tanya had not forgotten her former life, but in a way did not want to go back.  She knew Katie well, for even though it was not mentioned beforehand, She was the only other person that knew about the fairy's existence. She missed home but still wanted adventure. The next night she told Elisa about the fairy girl and her story and asked " Can I go back to my world and help her? And before that, can I accept this log invite she sent to her restricted log. ? " I think  it is time for you to go back home and help Katie on her mission. Use what we have taught you ok? responded Elisa. " I will! " said Tanya. Then Elisa added in. " you will have to go back to when you were 17. Since you have been forced to regress by the hands of wicked, I think you can go back 3 years of your life to help save the world from disaster, can't you? " I can Elisa." Ok Tanya, I have a plane ready to go that will land you where you need to go. Almost forgot. Katie's main way of fighting is the way of the Spartans, so the Spartan Blade might come in handy. Here's a gun as a side weapon. Ok?" Ok Elisa!" Should I pack a small amount of clothes to bring with me, or will I have clothes waiting? " Yes Tanya. And packing your phone you brought with you will also help. " Ok Elisa!" so after a bit of packing and a buncha goodbyes, Tanya was off to her world where she was to help her Fairy friend with defeating the Spartans.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Crime With A Babyish Punishment

         Last time we left our heroes, Amanda The Spy had learned the plans of Gen. Badbreast and with 10 archergirls and 10 swordsboys she attacked and killed all except Miss Jessica who and Tanya was sent with a troop of 1,000 to destroy the leaderless enemy camp. Tanya had given all command to Amanda The Spy
while she conviced Miss jessica to leave the dark forces of the Blak Shore Witches and gave her a drink that changed what she thought about the rebels and super Girl. also we talked about the destruction of the nemy camp.
         Jessica met Super Girl for the first time and after questioning, she was given the job to rescue the kids in Wet Island that waited rescue. Then Tanya and Jessica and 10 disgused troops went thrugh a tunnel that went from Fort Babyish to a mansion at Wet Island where 75 kids who wanted help were trapped. they were supposed to enter the mansion at midnight and get each kid waiting on them out of the house. So at 12:15 A.M. , Tanya, Jessica and their small army broke into the building and carried out one by one the kids. With one kid left to go, and Jessica, nine of the ten soilders, and 74 kids waiting on her, Tanya and her person bodyguard and good friend Lilly were about to break into the last room, when the hallway guards saw them and and walked up to both of them, and before these infamous girls could make it away, 5 more security was called in and the girls were outnumbered. swords clashed and gunshots rang, and after a 15 minute struggle, Tanya and Lilly had killed their enemies, but not without any pain.  Lilly was cut in the arm and had to bandaged at the spot. By now the kid they were trying to rescue was up and ready to go. This kid, who's name was Danielle, knew the art of medicine and had Lilly's wound cleaned and bandaged. then she advised that a streacher be made for Lilly. a makeshift  streacher  was made and lilly was carried through the tunnel by Dannielle and Tanya. They Finaly got back to Fort Babyish and even though the best medical care was given to her, two days latter Lilly died due to her wounds. Tanya was devistated on what happened to her friend, but after a few days of moruning, she moved on, just like she always did when she lost a good friend.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Crime With A Babyish Punishment

            Last time we left our heroes they had escaped a attack by the nannies and the comander of the assuaalt joined the good side and left the black shore witches for good and has become a spy for the good side. well this newly appointed spy was sent undercover with 10 archergirls and 10 swordboys to scout out the size of General Badbreast's army. Armed with a concealed handgun, a short sword, and a map of the area, this new spy had her swordboys hide in a underground part of the council room  in General Badbreast's camp, and the archers up behind a massive chimney where they would be able to open fire if need be, and the spy herself had two swordboys with her in case. The lead archer, Lt. Samantha was told not to shoot until she heard a flare go off. this new spy, formaly Miss Amanda knew Badbreast's camp by heart and knew just where the council meetings were held.
            General Badbreast herself was not even at the camp, she was getting Wet Island ready for attack by lying to the regressed in body kids about Super Girl, Eliza, and all the rebel's character. those millions  who believed the lies were ready to guard the city, but still there were those who hated Badbreast and believed they would be saved by Super Girl and her rebels. Wet Island was well guarded, it's gates were well built and the soilders were many, so it would take a lot for the whole island to be destroyed.
             Well, as Amanda The spy was on her way to the council hall where her 10 swordboys were hidden, she thought of the dangers she faced, but never turned back. Finally in the council hall she went in without any suspicion by the guards because of her disguise. Five minutes latter, here's what she heard from evil Col.  Jessica and Sgt. Carolina . Carolina: I have sent a army of 140 out of our camp, they will slaughter those rebels. Jessica: make sure they capture Tanya so we can take her alive and concert her. Carolina: Damn Right They will!!! By now Amanda had heard enough, so she went set off a flare and out poured the swordboys, ready for battle, and as Col. Jessica had 100 soilders come out to attack, the archers came out and their poison arrows killed the enemy as fast as new soilders came out. Meanwhile, Col. Jessica and Sgt. Carolina along with the three other unamed council members were attacked by the swordsboys. Soon afterwords, after leading the swordsboys, Amanda The Spy sent Super Girl for more soilders along with the warning of the 140 soilders. as soon as she heard the call Super Girl , who knew when the council members were dead, the warriors would have no leader and the camp could be destroyed, so Gen. Tanya, Col. Lilly, and 1,000 others were sent to fight and destroy the camp of 5,000. Tanya and her troops arivied just in time, for though the council members were all dead  except for Col. Jessica who was tied up and held captive by the 7 swordsboys still alive, there were 4,890 not dead.  by the time Tanya's troops were at the camp 3 swordsboys and 2 archers had been killed.
         Meanwhile Jessica was being questioned by Gen. Tanya. Heres what the conversation was like. Tanya: We demand you tell us where Badbreast is. Jessica: I can't tell you that. Tanya: Tell Us then how big her army in the main city is. Jessica: I was assigned here and have no clue how many are assigned there but i guess a coupe million. Tanya: Are you even ashamed of  what you are doing? You Yourself have to be about my age. You are a good and faithful solider, if you tell us at least what part of Wet Island is that place where dangerous bombs and explosives are being produced you still might have a chance. Jessica: here's a map of Wet Island that was given to the now dead Carolina. Tanya: here, take this drug and you will not be killed.
Jessica: Ok.
       Minutes latter Jessica was asking how she could not wait to kill Miss Badbreast, who was responsible for the death of her younger sister, Janet. About this time Amanda The Spy had convinced Super Girl to have her sister who refused to fight her saved. Super Girl agreed and just then a bomber boy annonced to the 750 rebels still alive along with Gen. Tanya, Col. Lilly, and the 2 converted POW to get out of the camp, for he had placed a bomb that would blow up anyone who remained in the camp. With that all the rebels fled. Moments latter the whole camp exploded in flames, and became a giant bonfire.

Linkin Park - What I've Done

Monday, June 2, 2014

Violin Recital 2014 Part 2

Heres some pictures of the tiny building it was in.
This is the place where the recital was.

Heres the lobby 

Violin Recital 2014

My Brother and sister take violin from some teachers at Duke U. Heres their recital.

Thursday, May 29, 2014


. I have to add in saying that cyberbullying is not like war. I myself deal with bipolar disorder and autism and don't get along with others bullies have given me emotional depression but i try to keep my head high and not pay attention to bullcrap others post about me. The bullying is not like war. Anyone who has a disability physical or mental is actually in a way fighting a battle not a war a battle that never ends till death the battle is hard when you've got the enemy army Depression on one side attacking you and army Anxiety on the other side and it is a fight for your life you fighting army depression and if you give in to army depression he will have you die ( suicide ) so a disabled person has a mental battle they have to win. The battle is won when I die but not by suicide. The reason i have not given into the pressure of army depression's leader Gen. Self Hate is because my king and commander in life is Jesus Christ. 

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