It is. I will be leaving everything i've ever really loved. I will be going to a differant church probably a megachurch. I don't like megachurches. I will be moving back to the city and perhaps the very neighborhood I was born it. I don't want to move. I don't want to live in a cookie cutter home. I will be going to public school for the first time since I was young. I don't wanna move back to the crime filled city. I just wanna stay here. I hate it all. I just wish I was at collage. When I lived in durham I HATED it. I hated life in Durham and do not want to go back to that city of the damned! All these changes at once are too much. I don't want to leave. Everything is happening so fast it's as if if was all a dream. Have a good night.