Sometimes I smile and look so happy,
Like everything is going my way.
The part that is strange is that soften that ain't the case!
I sit in my room sometimes and cry,
Then I really, really, want to die.
And after awhile I feel hopeful and smile.
God has many times not given me the strength needed to take my life.
Evan I know the feelings you talk about. There have been times where I have felt like I couldn't go on and I just wished God would take me. But you need to choose to believe that God has a purpose for your life even when you don't feel like He does. Because I know He does. He wants you to stay alive because He's not finished with your story yet. Remember that please.
ReplyDeleteOk. Thanks for the encouragement . : )
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