Monday, October 24, 2016

Sit down and cry.....

Sometimes I smile and look so happy,

Like everything is going my way.

The part that is strange is that soften that ain't the case!

I sit in my room sometimes and cry,

Then I really, really, want to die.

And after awhile I feel hopeful and smile.

God has many times not given me the strength needed to take my life.


  1. Evan I know the feelings you talk about. There have been times where I have felt like I couldn't go on and I just wished God would take me. But you need to choose to believe that God has a purpose for your life even when you don't feel like He does. Because I know He does. He wants you to stay alive because He's not finished with your story yet. Remember that please.