Saturday, October 6, 2018

Civil Wars

Internal wars plague my world,

And can interfere with my mind,

The fighting and dishonesty,

And by my part me putting in everything,

To show her that I truly do care bout her,

Sometimes it is hard at times though,

I give it all and would defend her any day,

Yet all she does is push me away ,

I guess that is my sister's game,

You can give it all you have ,

Yet it will never be enough,

I hope with the help of God can get better,

Cause she isn't what she can be,

May God forgive her. 

* sidenote: This poem is kinda personal in a different way for me. It's a ode to my younger sibling
who I try to do my best to believe in her even when she has breakdowns and doesn't understand herself fully. I want the  Civil War will end soon but it may never. 


4 comments:

  1. Hope things get better for your sister. Know that she's most likely fighting her own battle even if she doesn't say so. In a way we all are. Prayers for y'all <3

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    1. She does. She was adopted when little and was born with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. She can be completly crazy an horrible monster at times but under all of it I know there is and always will be a confused girl who struggles to properly operate. Thanks for stopping by!

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  2. Praying for your situation with your sister. Siblings can be hard to get along with but you'll make it.

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