Pushing forward.

Pushing forward ,

It is just so hard .

Why is it that way?

I don’t feel like it is too far.

Keep pushing on y’all,

The finish line is just so near,

And when you make it over ,

Celebrate it with a cookout , a lemonade , or  beer,

It may be crazy going now ,

But you indeed have the power to keep it on,

So keep pushing forward y’all!

Just Another Statistic ( get help when needed.)

when everything turns red,

when it all turns red,

and they can't see the color,

the red from pain,

the red from internal stains,

from years of pain untreated,

cause nobody gave a a durn ,

Just another victim,

of something misunderstood,

Just another statistic ,

of someone too scared to get help,

Right down the street he is right there,

just missing her blue eyes,

longing for her brown hair,

And she was gone,

She was the only person who also struggled,

yet nobody knew much at all,

That was the final hit it took,

for him to also lose control,

but nobody gave a durn

So he took that final jump,

but he was only just a statistic,

a worthless piece of junk..

........... it doesn't matter what disorder someone may have. From Anorexia to Maniac-Depression, Borderline Personality to Gender Dysphoria, and anything in between do not be afraid to reach out and get help before it is too late................ don't be afraid to get help. 

A note to my followers:

For any of you who are followingme and saw in your RSS feed or whatever a post that is no longer existant titled " I am Messed Up Why was I Born?" that was filled with multiple explcitives, I am REALLY sorry! I deleted the post and had went off the deep end last night after having a major depression breakdown. I appolgize for any undesired feed and for the use of heavy swearing in that post if you saw it. Once again, i'm sorry. - Evan W.,  Creator of Amy and Mandy.

How Would I make it without you?

Amy held little Mandy's hand,

As they walked together,

Amy started to sing.

Angel darling angel,

I look in your eyes,

And every night may you smile,

My time left may be small,

Someday I will be gone,

But I love you my little one,

May the Lord protect you ,

From everything I've had to go through,

But I don't know how i'd make it without you,

I swear no matter what I will never leave you,