Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Crime With a Babyish Punishment

Over all this fighting, there was one powerful being  that very few people knew about. A youthful, bright eyed, blonde haired, fairy named Katie could be used for good or bad. She took no sides and had no accomplices. Nobody knew her origin. Even she did not recall where she came from. She had been residing in a Victorian style home in Wet Island but had flown away to LA once the island fell. Katie had never had family, and it had a bad effect on her. She looked almost exactly like a natural girl, except she had wings and could fly. She never had any super powers at all, she was excessively powerful. How? She had on friend in Wet Island,  a brown haired boy named Jacob. Jacob (or Jake, as Katie liked to call him.) was raised in Ancient Greece, in the city state of Sparta. Somehow he had gotten sent into the future and landed on Wet Island. With no way to return, he stayed there and found  Katie. At the time they were both ten years old. Fast forward six years to the current time. Jacob had taught Katie the warfare of the Spartans Katie had mastered it all and could fight with any type of weapon in hand. From crossbow to the creation of nuclear missiles, she knew it all. This alone was a complete hazard to everyone. in these six years, Katie and Jacob had fallen in love with each other, and daily plotted on how to take over the world. Katie's motive? Considering she was the only one left in existence, Katie was tired of how everyone , even little children, thought that fairies were only in fairy tales and it was stupid to believe in them. She wanted  to show the world that they were wrong and that ONE fairy still existed, and she was not peaceful. Jacob's motive was to bring glory to the Spartans. One fateful day, Jacob told Katie to shove it and leave. He threatened to kill her with his Spartan blade. In fear, Katie flew away and hid. Well, being Jacob's accomplice was her original plan, but when he dumped her after he found a homeless Spartan girl, she had nowhere to go. So She  flew away for the first time in six years. She also had another weapon going for her that was more natural. She was extremely pretty and could easily seduce boys and men alike, to do her bidding.  

Friday, December 18, 2015

final day before Christmas break

I'm so excited! This is the final day till xmas break. I'm thinking about going on going on a run with a girl I know . It will be at the local lake . I have my speakers all set up for the 2 week party! Hoping to get a girl involved with the insanity. I will write a bit also. What are y'all's plans?
I run this town!

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

When you care about someone. ( love through the eyes of a bipolar teen.)

When you care about someone,


You will wait for them,


Hide your love inside,


Till the time is right,


and you give them a ring,


In the pale moonlight,


When you care about someone,


You will be loyal and kind,


Even when the sun never shines,


When you care about someone,


Don't loose self control,


It will cause hurt,


When you  care about someone,


You will keep him/her safe and strong,


You will be with him/her all along,


When you care about someone,


And they are dying,


be there by their side.







Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Thank you Jesus ( a poem.)

I feel so weak,


I hate my body,


I would cry,


But all I do is smile,


If they only knew,


The real me,


would they even care?


But as I feel the pain,


I hear you say my name,


You let me cry on you,


My teenage tears,


They soak you,


Lord save me,


From this hell,


I hate my own life,


And want to die often,


Jesus give me the strength to carry on,


Instead of letting me end it all.


Give me strength,


To live another day.


Thank you Jesus,


For saving me,


And helping me deal,


With this disease.







Sunday, November 29, 2015

casting crowns- does anybody hear her

This song is amazing. I have Bipolar Disorder and I can imagine what the person in this song is going through

friends.....

Friends?


Are they real,


If so,  friends, why are you not here for me?


When I need you the most,


You are gone,


When times get hard,


Nobody is around,


I am stick of my life as it is,


why do some of y'all make me feel more worthless?



Thursday, November 26, 2015

why are we hiding? ( why do protected classes exist?)

I wake up every morning to the crazy beilef,

That It is wrong to be me,

I can't do this i can't do that,

There is a way i'm expected to be,

To be normal as can be,

Don't you dare show a sign,

That there is pain under your smile,

Who would care, what  will it do,

If people knew you as you,

Hiding it all works for awhile,

Until you are hanging on a rope in your closet.

If they knew your secret,

that you have a messed up head,

would they hate you and wish you dead?

In a world where we are taught tollerence ,

why are we not tollerated?

Even queers are toleerated now,

and yet you aren't?

they don't give a damn what is in your head,

They don't give a fuck if you are broken,

Bullying is tolerated if you are not in a protected class,

Why are we hiding?

Keeping secret our disease,

weather it is Autism, Bipolar or ADHD.

The hurt is real,

we are not fake.

You call us psychos,

yet you respect,

Only if it politically correct.

If we stand united you may see,

We can be happy .

For us normal is not a reality.

I'm sick of the choose and pick,

I hate being so fake,

let me be free, and don't worry about me./

somebody save me! I am not crazy!

I know you don't care about a disease,

That can wreck peoples lives,

they say " put them in a hospital, and leave them there to stay.",

or  "Lets mercy kill them and finally put them away."

my message to my type is this:

why do we hide our mental illness?

Screw you, cold world!!!




Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Smile Empty Soul- Bottom of the bottle


My story.

As most of y'all who follow me know, I am a teen writer and blogger. I wanted to share my story on how I became who I am. I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and High Functioning Autism when I was in kindergarten. Bipolar disorder is where your emotions essentially go haywire. One second you can be high as a kite and in la la land, while the next you can be pissed off at the whole world. Autism is a developmental disorder that is characterized by being a genius at some basic academic ways and completely the opposite in other cases. For me I am a Social Studies expert but I suck at math. Well anyways, to continue with my story. My dad is a ex church elder and training to be a minister so I come from a Christian background and share the Christian faith. flashback the fall of 2014, my dad has a high role at our church and our minister retires. We are kicked out of the church for good. Sudden changes like that effect me in a negative way, and I still am having a hard time forgiving and forgetting. I don't adjust to change well. Flashback again all the way to 2009. I was in  my first relationship with the girl who was in a supposedly perfect family at the church we had went to then. I was first introduced to 2 things: country music and a love for diapers. I heard my first country song on 94.7 WQDR , the local country station and since then have never put it up.  I now listen to country and rock music , depending on my moods. Music became a obsession and It still is. People with Autism struggle with being obsessed with things. In 2012 I was self admitted to a suicide prevention center after a crisis between me and a girl and Bipolar depression. It was a nightmare and I swore I would never try to die again. At that time I started to deal with my emotions and pain by using diapers made for little kids who don't know pain. I like to fantasize about me being  a 2 year old still in diapers who does not know how painful the world is. Well, in 2013 I transferred from homeschool to a public high school called Eastern Alimance High School, where I became friends with a very pretty cheerleader. It took me months to learn I was acting stalkerish and I had no clue.I had became obsessed over her and it killed our friendship. Still today I have anger issues, but mostly mania and depression, that is visible in class. I am trying harder to learn how to treat a girl, how to talk properly, what is OK and what is not.  That's my story of me so far.

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Music video

 Love this song!

Cross Country 2015

Well, I run cross country and find it fun. So far I have ran 4 home meets and 3 aways. I was gonna share some pictures I took .
This one was taken at a home meet. The 2 girls
Names are Haley and Logan,  the boy's name 
Is Stephen. I took this picture after 
A race. 

Here is me. I will add images of the Rockingham 
Meet and the upcoming
Morhead meet

Thursday, September 24, 2015

school life.

School life is getting better but worse at the same time
I am meeting kids. And for the first time in ages I am not sitting alone at lunch. : )
My life is getting more and more crazy every day. Shout oout to my blogger friend jullie at runningthroughthestars.blogspot.com . I got my all time best score at cross country last night of 29.5 speed. So i would keep running i immagined me being attacked by a giant army and having to flee. It worked. If i keep this up i can make it to next invitational.

music video

awesome song

Freedom of speech and discrimination. Along with another poem.

Well, I've offically been discriminated over my Christianity this week. : (

I'm not too happy about it. My teachers are defending my other teachers actions which were public shaming. According to what I have read on students rights sites, school policies, and info from friends, my teacher broke the rules. I am not happy.

....................................................................................................................................................................You can hate my beilefs,

You can hate my lifestyle,

you can be double edged,

But I don't care,

I will stand up for whats right,

Yes I will dare,

To now follow everyone else,

and take the hard rough path,

and they will know,

who i think,

Has the ultamite rule..

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Crime With A Babyis punishment ( updated)

ok. I decided to remove the the end and continue because I had more ideas. Any of you who have not read the first 47 chapters from last spring and summer, parts of this post might not make any sense. In this post the adventure had ended . I just updated the content so that the characters are assigned to a whole new adventure. here goes nothing:
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Last time we left our heroes, Sgt. Jessica, Gen. Tanya, and Lilly used a secret tunnel that goes under the gates of Wet Island and ends in the basement of a manor where 75 kids were to be saved. All 75 kids were rescued, but the 75th kid was the Woman of Baby Manor's kid and was guarded with violent watch guards. This kid was able to be rescued, but at the price of Lilly dying due to multiple wounds from the guard's attacks. Pay Attention because this chapter is going to have a lot going on!
                  When The Woman of Baby Manor found out what happened she was enraged! The first thing she did was talk to Gen. Badbreast on what to do. Here's who The Woman Of baby Manor's conversation with Gen. Badbreast. Woman: Emergency Emergency !! ( runs into Badbreast's giant palace) Badbreast: what is going on? Woman: We have been attacked by the rebels! Badbreast: What do you mean????!!!!
How could the town be attacked? The walls are fully guarded and not destroyed. Woman: somehow they have undermined the walls and have a tunnel built for attacks. Badbreast: WHAT????!!!!
                 Just then the bells rang and Wet Island had been attacked. Elisa was bringing in a army of 700,000 strong  into the city. Minutes before the war started Super Girl had a flamable potion thrown into the fireplace in Baby Manor making the whole place and all the people dweling there burnt to death. Sooon after the destruction of Baby Manor Super Girl texted her brother, Capt'n Freedom, the ruler of Seagull Island, known for it's famous Fighter Fishermen to send as many boats of fighter fishermen as possible to help fight aginst the black shore witches. 15 minutes later Capt'n Freedom responded to Super Girl and sent 250 boats of fighter fisherman armed with killer harpoons, birds trained to drop explosive oysters on certan buildings in wet island,  cannons that gave out destructive and fiery  puffer fish  and pistols that shot killer sea pearls that killed a black witch instantly after hit.
                  General Badbreast was almost sure she would win for good but as the battle continued, she was not so sure. The battle raged, cannons boomed, and dead soilders were everywhere. Fast forward two days latter, and all of the important buildings were seized, including the courthouse, the embassy building, the jail where Badnbreast and the other witches had the rebelious children that Sgt. Jessica and Tanya broke into, saved the imprisioned rebels, and brunt the rest to the ground. Whole neighborhoods could be seen being devoured by toxic potions that destroyed the wooden houses' foundations and killed the enemies inside, and the buildings on the boardwalk were ether hit by a expolisve oyster that made homes and buildings blow up with a Kaboom! and fiery puffer fish that turned buildings and all inside into giant fireballs burning all night long like a toxic tiki torch! The walls had long since been destroyed, with the archergirls' fire arrows and the expolsives from Super Girl's Air Force and the sudden appearance of her 2nd cousin, the legendary Captain America. Most everything was destroyed, but the main target, Badbreast's palace was still safe and until the mayor's manor was destroyed the war would not end. The 100,000   Badbreast had her remaining 100,000 men guard her mansion. Once agian fast forward to 1 mounth latter, and nothing is left of wet island except the Mayor's Manor which is still to be destroyed. All this time Super Girl's tunnel diggin team had been building a tunnel and most of the troops had retreated, but not defeated. Badbreast thought otherwise and in thoughts of victory she held a giant party the night before she was gonna attempt a assault on the rebel base, and the next day was rather drunk. That very day she sent the troops to destroy the rebel base, Super Girl's diggin crew finaly finished the tunnel  and a unexpected  attack occured. Super Girl's base was well armed and the entrance was hard, so while most of the 90,000 of badbreast's 100,000 remaining troops perished, the 10,000 remaining easily found the tunnel that had many a hidden trap in it and was almost impossible to get through without many being swallowed up by pits of snakes or trapdoor dumpsters and worse. Badbreast was desperate so she sent her army through this newfound tunnel to the rebel mansion. Had she any clue of what was in the tunnel, it was questionable she would have done such a thing. Filled with boredom, and knowing this would be the final battle, Gen. Badbreast led her troops out of her palace and into the tunnel.
                   After many screams and  dissapearinces, General Badbreast led her remaining troops who did not fall in the traps into the mansion, thinking to suprise Super Girl, Tanya, Elisa, and their forces. Imagine their faces when they saw who was waiting for them at the end of the tunnel? Badbreast and her troops met 100  on watch soilders who quickly alerted everyone in the castle about the intruders, and before you could say snickerdoodle the whole rebel palace was all up and ready. Badbreast easily plowed through the 100 soilders on guard and made it up the elevator that went to the main hall. In the main hall The Black Witch Army had no trouble getting rid of the guards, but the dorms fillied with freshman recruits? Not so much. The 9,000 remaining enemy had spilit up into 3 groups. The head of the freshman dorms was none other than the now Col. Jessica, who had no other wish than to kill her old employer. Super Girl knew Jessica's wrath agianst badbreast was dangerous so she had Jessica potioned so she could if need be, have the strengh to kill Badbreast. Well anyway, Jessica had just been preparing the new recruits for battle, and as the 3,000 soilders of the black shore witches attempted to barge the door open. With seconds to spare, these new recruits that amounted to 1,500 dug under their bunks to grab whatever weapon they had with them at the time. Under Jessica's command, these young fighters, in nothing but their Pj's , for it was early morning, got to their feet and met the attack bravely. 15 minutes latter, the dorms were covered with blood, and even though all the 1,000 black soilders that did not die made a headrun, they did not leave without many a dead girl ( the dorms attacked were for girls age 4 - 18 ) . As she looked around at the sickning sight, Col. Jessica, for the first time in her life, cried , as she stood there caring for a 4 1/2 year old girl who had been hit in the forehead by the enemy. As she stood there, she remembered a potion to help the wounded in the dorm's first aid kit. After applying the drug to the girl's forehead, the girl started to revivie and was soon in perfect condition of health. Since they were weaker by now, and since boys fight better than girls, along with the fully better girls who Jessica gave the medicine who were able to fight, the attack on the freshman boys' dorms failed, and all 1,000 black soilders were dead. So, the  freshmen rebels left their blood filled dorms and went to go help the dorms filled with more experinced warriors, which another 3,000 black soilders had been assigned to kill and destroy. The total amount of undead freshmen was 2,500. As they went up the elevator to the upper dorms, they could not help but stare at the bloodstained carpets. Finaly they reached the fancy dorms, where Gen. Tanya was leading the girls dorm and Captain America was leading the boys one. The freshmen, boys and girls, were led to fight first for the older girls and then for the older boys. Naturaly, the black soilders in the upper dorms were better fighters than the newer recruits. As the battle raged, both sides were fighting like crazy, and they both fought well. Finally, after what felt like hours, the last Black soldier fell in the girls dorms, and Jessica and Tanya lead their armies ( Jessica was in charge of the freshaman boys and girls because the leader of the freshman boys was dead) to the boys dorm, which was barely holding out. The boys in the boys dorm were the best of the fighters except for the patrons. Patron wise, the patron over all the boys was Elisa and the Girls' patron was Super Girl. The patrons had nearby bedrooms where they slept and stayed. Badbreast had herself and her 3,000  located right on the 27th floor, and were going to open fire from above when they saw both Elisa and Super Girl. Well anyway, with the all of the girls and the freshman boys fighting together in the older boys dorm, the enemy stationed there had no chance. The dorms finaly done with, they all transported into the secret room on floor 26 where they met Elisa and Super Girl. Elisa was the one who spoke, and heres what their convo sounded like. Elisa: children of the royal house of Gargdon , Today we are fighting for the death of your longtime adverser are we not? Everyone: YES!!!! Elisa: We are gonna go out there and finish our enemy, is this understood? you have already killed 6,000 today alone can you overdo Badbreast's most dangerous men and Badbreast herself?
Everyone: YES!!!!!!!!! Elisa: Drink this potion and then go fight. Everyone: YES!!! Tanya: aren't you gonna fight ? Elisa: we will be there in a bit. Elisa: Jessica, stay here with us for a bit, destiny has chosen you to defeat Badbreast, and you need to be  prepared for her tricks. Jessica: OK. So as Elisa the rest went to fight, Super Girl armed Jessica with powers inhuman and armor used by only the most valient of the Gargdon heroes. All the while upstairs, the rebels, with Elisa as leader, were crushing the Black army, while the Black army was crushing them.  45 minutes later only 20 of Badbreast's soldiers were not dead while there were 75 not dead rebel soilders not counting Elisa and Tanya. Fast forward 15 more minutes and only badbreast was alive, but since she was superhuman, only the soilder chosen by destiny could kill her. Badbreast laughed a satanic laugh, as if she knew the out come would be. Send Up my daughter Jessica shreaked Badbreast. And Then the battle of emotions began. The only way to kill Badbreast was to hold her emotions, was what super girl said. So the battle began and heres how it went. Badbreast: So, Jessica why did you betray me? Jessica: You killed my sister!!! Badbreast: Perhaps I Did? What would it matter to you, little traitor? Jessica: Why did you kill her? Badbreast: she became a traitor like you. Jessica: I'm Gonna Kill You! Badbreast: I Suggest you not. This is your final test your character test. If you can hold back your anger for at least 25 minutes I will die, if you do not and try to kill me, you will become like me. Jessica: So you are trying to say if i hold back my anger for at least 25 minutes you will die?  Badbreast: Yes, and all the while I will torture you. This is what Super Girl has been trying to train you for, lets see if you can show if you have succeeded or failed. If you fail your mission, you and all your friends' cause will fail. Badbreast was almost sure that Jessica would fail and become just like her, but as much as she tried, 20 minutes latter, Jessica was still going strong. To Badbreast, these last five minutes were crucial, for they would decide her fate, so she decided physical torture should also be applied. 25 minutes finaly went by and what happened was shocking!!! Like a score of devils appeared singing Highway To Hell, while chaining Badbreast to fiery chains and horns formed on Miss Badbreast's head and her face turned red, and she was then thrown onto this giant fiery train's brimstone car. She could vaguely see the engineer but from his looks the engineer looked a lot like Satan. All this while , Jessica watched on and was so glad she did not kill her evil mom. All the while, another evil, even more powerful, had been breeding. Over all this fighting, there was one powerful being  that very few people knew about. A youthful, bright eyed, blonde haired, fairy named Katie could be used for good or bad. She took no sides and had no accomplices. Nobody knew her origin. Even she did not recall where she came from. She had been residing in a Victorian style home in Wet Island but had flown away to LA once the island fell. Katie had never had family, and it had a bad effect on her. She looked almost exactly like a natural girl, except she had wings and could fly. She never had any super powers at all, she was excessively powerful. How? She had on friend in Wet Island,  a brown haired boy named Jacob. Jacob (or Jake, as Katie liked to call him.) was raised in Ancient Greece, in the city state of Sparta. Somehow he had gotten sent into the future and landed on Wet Island. With no way to return, he stayed there and found  Katie. At the time they were both ten years old. Fast forward six years to the current time. Jacob had taught Katie the warfare of the Spartans Katie had mastered it all and could fight with any type of weapon in hand. From crossbow to the creation of nuclear missiles, she knew it all. This alone was a complete hazard to everyone. in these six years, Katie and Jacob had fallen in love with each other, and daily plotted on how to take over the world. Katie's motive? Considering she was the only one left in existence, Katie was tired of how everyone , even little children, thought that fairies were only in fairy tales and it was stupid to believe in them. She wanted  to show the world that they were wrong and that ONE fairy still existed, and she was not peaceful. Jacob's motive was to bring glory to the Spartans. One fateful day, Jacob told Katie to shove it and leave. He threatened to kill her with his Spartan blade. In fear, Katie flew away and hid. Well, being Jacob's accomplice was her original plan, but when he dumped her after he found a homeless Spartan girl, she had nowhere to go. So She  flew away for the first time in six years. She also had another weapon going for her that was more natural. She was extremely pretty and could easily seduce boys and men alike, to do her bidding.  She for the most part only used this power on 10-19 year old boys who were unwanted. So once she left Wet Island, she met a 17 year old boy who was completely poor and for the most part had no family around mot of the time. After 6 months of being in America, she had joined the local Pine Grove High School ,a high school that was known for most of the students being white trash and how the school campus had been ran to the ground. She managed to add her name onto the enrollment list while nobody was looking. All this time she had taken residence at the Travel Motel, where she paid $15 per night. Her little hotel room she lived in was very small, but had the necessities of home. In the far corner of the room, there was a small bathroom with no tub. the other corner had a kitchenette with a stove, mini fridge, sink, microwave, and coffee maker. All from the 1980s. All the kitchen appliances were GE. In the middle of the room, was a queen sized bed. On the wall in front of the bed was a old dresser with a 1984 Zenith color TV. and finally, by the door, there was a tiny office desk. For $53 on Craigslist, Katie bought a 1997 iMac desktop computer. she set the computer up on the hotel desk. She was not into social media, so he never had any accounts on any social media site except her blog, where she posted her plans. Her blog was restricted to anyone who was not invited to join. 2 people had permission to join. only one of them was from this world. Back in wet island, Tanya had not forgotten her former life, but in a way did not want to go back.  She knew Katie well, for even though it was not mentioned beforehand, She was the only other person that knew about the fairy's existence. She missed home but still wanted adventure. The next night she told Elisa about the fairy girl and her story and asked " Can I go back to my world and help her? And before that, can I accept this log invite she sent to her restricted log. ? " I think  it is time for you to go back home and help Katie on her mission. Use what we have taught you ok? responded Elisa. " I will! " said Tanya. Then Elisa added in. " you will have to go back to when you were 17. Since you have been forced to regress by the hands of wicked, I think you can go back 3 years of your life to help save the world from disaster, can't you? " I can Elisa." Ok Tanya, I have a plane ready to go that will land you where you need to go. Almost forgot. Katie's main way of fighting is the way of the Spartans, so the Spartan Blade might come in handy. Here's a gun as a side weapon. Ok?" Ok Elisa!" Should I pack a small amount of clothes to bring with me, or will I have clothes waiting? " Yes Tanya. And packing your phone you brought with you will also help. " Ok Elisa!" so after a bit of packing and a buncha goodbyes, Tanya was off to her world where she was to help her Fairy friend with defeating the Spartans.

Friday, July 24, 2015

behind a smile/what do I care?

Behind this smile,

i'm broken inside,

nobody hears me cry,

I keep it all inside.

Invisible bleeding,

cuts unseen,

a crazy feeling in my veins,

as I watch my life go off the rails,

of a crazy train,

A wild spirit,

misunderstood,

I feel shot down,

when others frown,

at my failues and weaknesses.

My writings and rhymes,

are my creation,

what do I care,

if you hate em?

if I was normal,

I would  not be me,

so if you don't like that....

You can kiss my rebel ass!!!!

I don't care!

just don't give a damn!!

I want to bleed,

yet I want to succeed!

Life's a dance I am learning as I go,

I have been high ,

and low,

and everything in between.

Behind a smile,

there's so much,

theres my thoughts,

which only God can see.

I just want to be happy!



Monday, June 15, 2015

Vacation To Kill Devil Hills

hi everybody! It seems ages since i've posted! I hope everyone is doing ok. What are you all doing this summer? I'm going to get myself a job, run a lot, and learn how to drive. I will most likely do more but the rest will be made up as it goes. Last wedsday I went to kill devil hills and left on saturday. When we arived at the beach house we were very excited! That night before we arived, we stopped at the Food Lion for hot dogs, condiments, and drinks. After we arived and ate food we went on a evening walk on the beach where i decided to soak myself and walk into waist high water. I was left soaking for the rest of the walk untill I got washed off in the shower. After all this I kicked back in the living room with a glass of lemonade where me and the family hanged out till 11:00 p.m. After then I went to my room and had myself a one person party. I feasted on Apple Pie and a milky drink I concockted. I stayed up till 3:00 a.m. Allthe time i was wishing a girl named Victoria was with me. The beds were so hard. The next morning i woke up late and found nothing to eat in the kitchen. I decided ro wait till lunch time. My family went to the beach while I decided to stay at home. I remembered what had happened the night before and how I had soaked my bed and decided to go across the street to the Food Lion and buy a bag of 11 Goodnites for Girls. I got home and slid one on to test them out, and  ended up using only 5 of the 11 goodnites at night time and the rest I pourposly wet in the daytime. After my family got back we went to this place called The Black Pelican, a bar which used ro be a U.S. Coast Guard station. They specialized in Fish and I had a Baja Mahi or someting like that ,which was a Mexican fish dish that tasted really good. The place had very cute waitresses. Latter that day we went to a place called Lost Treasure Mini Golf. It wasreally fun.The next day we went. the beach and I spent most of my time in the ocean dodging waves. I almost got taken under at one point! Wehadhome cooked meals for lunch and dinner that day. The worst part about the meals we made was the oven atthe house. The oven was 1980s and gave out a dangerous smell of something burning to a char and we had to open the windows to get rid of the smell! Inbetween i spent most of my time wetting diapers in my room. Thatnight we went downtown where we got homemade icecream that was only half thawed!     Once wegot home we packed our bags and got ready to leave the next day. The. Next.  Day was the best. We ate at this place called StackEm High Pancake House where I had the best stack of five chocolate pamcakes ever!! They were delicious! Well, wewent on our way and stopped at a town named edention. The town washistorical and had many historical places. We saw them all.

Monday, June 8, 2015

Things that happened on the first day of Summer break in the past




  • Roman Emporer Nero had his throat slit into by his secritary to evade the death sentance of being flogged to death, which was to be passed according to the Roman senate. (68 a.d.)
  • The first legal corperation in America , The Harvard Corporation, was established. (1650)
  • First Porotastant church in Ohio holds communion.(1772)
  • Philidelphia Spelling Book, by John Berry, becomes the  first book to be copyrighted in America. (1790)
  • 500 Mormons leave Iowa City, Iowa, The found Salt Like City. They bring ll their belonging in 2 wheeled handcarts.(18560
  • Charles Elmer Hires, the first person to comercially sell root beer, sells his first root beer. (1869) 
  • a 22 year old housewife named Alice Hyluer Ramsey becomes the first woman to drive across the united states.with 3 female friends who did not know how to drive, she went from Manhattan, New York, to San Fransisco, California. She drove a  Maxwell Automobile.(1909)
  • The Donald Duck carton 'The Little Wise hen" was released (1934)
  • 19 guests die a Canford Hotel fire in Dubuque, Ohio. (1946)
  • King Bhumibol Adulyadgj becomes king of Thiland.  at age 87, he is the longest ruling Monarch in Thailand's  history and is still in reign.(1946)
  • Hottest day recorded in the history of Seattle, Washington. (1955)
  • the movie "Cleopatra" opens in NY (1963)
  • Paul Macarthy's album "RAM" goes gold.(1971)
  • Bruce Springsteen signs a record deal with Colombia (1972)
  • Cydni Lauper's first album, Time After Times, is released (1984)
  • A American named Thomas Southerland is kidnapped and held hostage in Lebanon.(1985)
  • British lease on new Hong Cong territories expires (1997)
  • Short people are 50% more likley to have a heart attack. They make less money, have a harder time finding a mate, and getting into a  political ofice. (2010)

Saturday, May 30, 2015

bleeding

I've had enough,

this is too much,

Nobody understands me,

And wants me at all,

I think of the pain I have.

And take out my razor.

I am bleeding,

i'm bleeding everywhere,

it feels so good!

The pain runs through my veins,

Bloodshot eyes,

I look half dead.

I say my last prayer,

And I'm stone cold dead,

Blood running from my chest.

Monday, March 16, 2015

the past.

We just finished The Great Gatsby in English III. The book left me thinking about my own past. She was so pretty. I loved her like crazy. By now I am left alone. I pissed her off and now she's gone.
I constantly think about her. I wish she would come back to me. . My life feels so different without her, My poor heart is broken into pieces. It will take time, but the pain will go away. I miss her so much. Every night she comes back to me. Her memory is stuck in my head. I hope the pain will heal soon.

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

I have missed you all.

So, I have not blogged in what seems forever. I have joined the Track team and made new friends at schol to replace the broken ones I've messed up. My friendship with Victoria has ended due to me not liking her friends. I have met one of the few black girls that has a pretty body today. At school today in English III my teacher went off topic and started talking about discrimination against Islam and HW islam is a religion of peace. I am know. for my stand agianst islam and being overal political incorrect. I got in trouble for murmuring "dead people" when he was talking about Islam. All the time I had been thinking about the dead Christians in Islamic nations. Somehow it is evil to say essentally that Islam calls for the death of all "infedels" .' Anyways in my class if I say anything that is unpoliticaly correct and is not against the rules You get in truble, but if you break the rules and use profanity and talk dirty about sex in class, that is OK. Goodnight everyone

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

I hate football.

She hates it too. Yet she decided I was not worth it and choose football player over me. A football player who is best friends with my arch enemy, who is a coward who depends soley on others and has big powerfull friends who could beat the heck outta me. Because of this, my arch enemy is powerful and you ether become friends with him or he harasses you. Thats how he gained power. By a system of violence. Kinda like the Atezc rullers, you get slaughtered if you don't surrender or you surender and have peace as long as you pay tribute.

Aztec Sacrifical cerimony 


anyways Shes become a tribute in a way.  It is sickening. Yes. If they hurt her somebody's damned. I'll take him on myself and if his big buddies come round all call up mine to back me up. They will back me up. I'll strike the main target cause he is weak. I'll fight him if need be to protect her. This is only if she needs me to save her. As Trace Adkins sings: " You've Got to Whoop a man's ass sometimes" . Anyways, I hope to eventually end the high school Reign Of Terror and it will end under these flags 

Let freedom win !!!

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Josh Thomson-Always be me

                                       This song must be about me. I have not gone out of the way to impress my Christian so Called friends who look down on me my personality my supposedly "evil " country music. They don't get it. I dedicate this song to the teen Pharissees who think my music makes me crazy. They don't like my redneck attitude and oppose me avoid me and think I'm crazy. Oh well. Not a big fan of those who think they are better than me. Those people annoy me. All I have to say is bring it on.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

She's dying inside

My friend is dying inside due to high school bullies. I love her so it hurts me. In my mind I hear myself screaming " don't hurt yourself!!" Sick of the hate. I just want everyone to to treat each other fairly! I'm scared. I don't trust the evil school system. The whole mater is based on some hateful demons who torture their victims and beat up The weak. It's not just my friend. It's many more people. Teens around the country are being bullied and/or cyber bullied and in some cases they commit suicide. Nobody seems to care. Sick of hate.
If any of you viewers have to do with haters please don't keep it to yourself that will just make things worse. I've been bullied in the past but that's over now. Tell somebody you trust. Don't harm yourself suicide is not the answer. I attempted suicide once and since then have never tried again.
                                          The percentage of bullying and how much it occurs .

If any of you know somebody who has been bullied, stand up for him/her they need someone by their side. If need be tell her/his parrents. DO NOT tell the school admin though. The school system is run by umtrustworthy people. Just do everything in your power to help the victim. Take a stand against the injustice of the bullying agenda powered by demon hearted kids.